by Producer-san Wed Mar 23, 2016 5:02 pm
A silence remains with him as he keeps skimming through the thing for a few moments. It does strike him that Itzel Felix must be Feli, the name, connection and description fit like a glove. White claw being mentioned aswell, it is quite clear that is has to be her. The thing gets more and more twisted, the insecurtiy within himself slowly putting him into the impression that there's a lot of trouble waiting.
"Well... The name Itzel Felix, I heard it before. And well, I know the person too, you saw the pictures yes? The girl? That, you see, is her, Itzel Felix, Feli, the girl RD was or well, is in touch with. And if she really was one to hunt down the person writing the Journal... well... I don't have any idea why she would hunt down a nosy person besides them wanting to snoop in their affairs but... You never know if there's more than that going on. The writers has a refugee background. I have a refugee background. Maybe she is one of those people... that hunt down refugees once they pinpointed and made sure the person really is their target...
That, of course, is just another thing I am wildly guessing with. But if it really is true, I might be in deep trouble myself. Given that my sorry ass is already on the shitlist of a lot of people tracking me down, including the last roots of my own family.", the longer he talks about this, the more grim his voice turns out to be. He is getting more and more flustered, maybe anxious, maybe scared or just straight up upset. It's hard to tell right now, the expression really something that nobody really has seen before.
Another silence commences, he suddenly slams the table. "Fuck", he simply says afterwards, "I just don't know who to trust anymore. Sam is mentioned in this too, now I know why she appeared on the scene. The journal mentions her being the last point the writer intended to go for, probably without ever reaching the desired destination."
He then falls silent again, there seems to be a lot to process from this. The writer obviously eastern, a refugee, the many names he actually can pinpoint and this whole diary being riddled with signs of this being more than just your average murder after some failed mugging scenario. He then shakes his head, eyes closing, a long, lung-emptying sigh then follows with him calming at least a little. "Why us?", the question mostly rhethorical. He knows that the eastern people that are targeted and hunted down mostly come from the parts of being survivors from the assault back in his homelands.
"I'm sorry. I may be overthinking things here. But...", without continuation, he interrupts himself right there.